Last night one of my roommates and a couple people were using a beer bong to drink a larrggeee amount of beer quickly. I thought one of them was going to throw up in the room X__x;; Anyway, one of the really cute guys was using it, so I had kinky thoughts *dies* But they went away for a party later.

Then one of my other roommates really annoyed me by having a random drunk girl come in -_-;; I was trying to sleep, all I heard randomly from the girl was, "don't I have nice underwear" X__x;;;

Today I went to AnimeUSA, which was pretty groovy. I woke up around 9 a.m., volunteerly Oo;; since I had to get a ride at 10 a.m. XD It was a lonnnnnnnnggggggg ride, like an hour and a half, since it is far away, and also we couldn't find where it was at since neither the otaku club president or her boyfriend brought directions -_-;; I really don't like her boyfriend since he seems like a complete ass, lol. He blamed getting lost on her alone, blahhhhh. Oh, and he thought it was really rude of me to read in the car and not talk. Not like they talked to me when I did stop reading, lol. I just zoned out and stared out the window. He noticed that I don't really talk and asked if I was raised in a house where I was told to be quiet alot Oo;;; *shrugs*

And so we eventually got to the convention around 12-something. First I went to the dealer's room *_* I got an AWESOME artbook called POISION and it has artwork from You Higuri's works *_* It's really gorgeous *_* I thought it was funny that I got it for $33 dollars, but at a table next to where I got the artbook it was $5 more Oo;;; I also got two pins from Saiyuki and another one from Rorouni Kenshin ^^.

I wandered around a little. I managed to walk almost into a wall staring at a wonderful cosplayer of Rosiel *_* Too bad I didn't have a camera -_-;;; I got to the artist's alley which had some people I actually recognized, lol. I asked one of the people I know for directions since I have no sense of directions @_@

Eventually got to one of the video rooms I was looking for so I watched some of Saber Marionette J to X, which I have seen part of before, and it was funny as I remembered XD Since I recently became vaguely addicted to Hikaru no Go from reading a lot of the manga, I watched some of the anime of that too ^^ Next door was showing a series called Azumanga Daio, which was pretty wacky XD I loved it, The theme song made next to no sense ^^;; So I stuck around to watch that and after that was Samurai Deeper Kyo, which I also really liked also. My tastes are fairly easy to accomidate afterall. Abenobashi Mahou Shotengai was even stranger then Azumanga Daoi Oo;;; I liked, and just to give you an idea of the randomness and strangeness if it, it was by GAINAX (Evangelion and KareKano). And lastly I watched Vandread ^^

We left the convention rather early, around 6, since it's a longgggg ride back since it was a long drive there, lol. On the ride back the music was suddenly turned on REALLYYY loudly as I was drifting off to sleep since they were getting tired and didn't want to fall asleep while driving X__x;; But I eventually got use to the loud music and started drifting off to sleep again ^^;;;;;

I noticed a pattern in my con going -_-;;; I seem to always find out that I can go very veryyyy close to the date of the con. My first convention was Otakon 2001, and I found out Thursday night that I could go before leaving that Friday morning XDD After that was Katsucon, which I asked someone to give me a ride on the Wednesday of that week XDDD, and found out that I could get a ride on Thurdays to go Saturday. I got better with time for Otakon 2002, I asked around Tuesday of the week before XD And on Wednesday found out I could on Saturday. And for this convention, I found out about the actually convention on Thursday, asked for a ride on Thursday, and found out I could get a ride Thursday night, and so left this morning XD Yes...great great delayed timing X__x;;;;

ohhh myyyyy, I'm really dizzy now!!! I realized that when I get excited/really happy about something and I'm on a rotating chair I tend to spin on it, A LOT @_@ I feel queasy now XD Anyway, the reason I'm so excited is that I will be going to an anime convention tomarrow! Wooo! So tomarrow at 10 a.m., I BETTER remember!!!! *dies* woo!!!!

Ah! So cute! It's been at least a year since I've seen this and I still love it:

Shii’s song

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn and gaze
Waiting on a shooting star
But
What if that star is not to come?
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope
Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light I’ve yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
There’s a hole within my soul
What will fill this emptiness inside of me?
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?
I wish then for a chance to see
Now all I need ::desperately::
Is my star to come…

...I got sesshoumaru when I was sesshoumaru on grep...now I get rosiel when I'm rosiel at grep Oo;;;; And the image is the same as the one currently on my siggy Oo;;;

Which Angel Sanctuary character are you? by Lyn

I just suddenly had a very short line from some lyrics repeat over and over in my head X__x;; That happens often. And they were commonly known words, but the melody...ah..-_-;; was very very familiar, the words I remembered were: "Something borrowed, something blue." Yeah yeah, I know that's related to a wedding, but this was form a song I heard on the radio some point. A I vaguely remember the words "me and you" so I searched around....and I think I might have found the lyrics -_-;; Now I just need to hear the song to make sure XD But I like these lyrics, so *shrugs*

EVERY YOU EVERY ME

Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is bent.
Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.
I serve my head up on a plate.
It's only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

HOLY SHIT! Last time I looked at my Course and Fee Statement I still owed like $3,800, now my balance is $ -768.83...so...that means that I'm getting money? O_O....WWWEEEeeeeee *dies* That's wonderful! XD Though I probably will flunk out -_-;;;; Still, grants are a very very poor person's best friend for college XD

I just flunked a Biology test, big shock *yawn*. I'm pretty sure I want to major in English anyway XD Weeee, 4 day weekend coming up, will I do work? eh....maybe XD

Weee, tonight was an interesting night of messing with my blog X__x;;;; Remind me to save a copy of the code for my blog before I change it so much XD I got around to reandomly reading more Yami no Matsuei manga and started RG Veda manga. Seems interesting so far ^^ ooh...Oo;;;

OMG! Someone said I might be able to go to AnimeUSA on Saturday *_*_*_*_*_*_*_* I just have to convince someone they know who likes anime to take me XD, the Otaku Club president's boyfriend actually XD

...Sakuya...your random comment on AIM threw me off so much I find it blog worthy XD:
"I have but one thing to say, you amuse me verrrry much *wanders away*"

What the hell was the point of that Oo;;; You got on and off just to say that and then getting offline Oo;;? XDDDDD

I was right, I did finish reading what happened to Lani Graver earlier this morning, around 2 a.m. XD At least I chose a book I couldn't put down which was a pretty quick read ^^;;; I remember reading some realllyyy long books straight through X___x;;; That did wonders to my eyes for sure XD Since my one of my room mates was sleeping, wonders oh wonders, and I didn't feel like moving, I read with very dim lighting XD And now I'm back to reading Mercedes Lackey's Beyond World's End (the title which I finally got around to remember --;;;;) Heh, at least it will be a 4-day weekend coming up soooon. I am very far behind in work/studying, but I'm willing to bet I'm going to spend most/all of my time online/reading books for fun instead -_-;;; Ah well, since *Grep's going away soon, I feel that I will be online much less now ^^, which is good ^^;; I'm online tooooo much. Hm, oh yeah, today I get to hang out with the kids again for Tomarrow's Child XD Watching little kids play capture the flag last time was highly amusing XD.

Hm...I saved a bunch of sprites, but I didn't save the URL's X__x;; So whomever those sprites belong to, I gave them credit for doing a groovy job XDD *runs off to puts some sprites up XD

Oh, another boy got shot appearently. Police say it's linked to the others because of the same type of bullet. But anyone following the news would know the type of bullet -_-;; so it might just be someone copying. But I got a real kick out of it when the sniper left the message:
"Dear policeman, I am God," police said it was found on a Tarot card known as the Death card.
Very interesting *_* If it's the same person as the others, why didn't the person leave a note before? Any guessing on if it's more then one person and if it's male or female? XD I seriously am not dealing with this subject with as much sensativity as I should be, but ah well. I don't think I really care. Afterall, all over the world people are killed everyday.

and oh yeah, sm.org's going to close on December 9th, or around there anyway. Ah well, I've been there long enough and I've collected enough people on AIM to make a good stew out of...I mean keep me occupied if I'm bored...Hm, there might be a few more people I might want to aquire the AIM of. So many people I seem to know from there, it's rather amazing *_* I'll miss it, but there are other things to do and see ^_^

I love used book sales ^^;;; Though I have a bad habit or reading many books at the same time -_-;; Ah well ^^;; It's gooddddd to read, I'd take a good book over a groovy person anytime XD Hm, not that I'm interact with people much in real life anyway XD So currently I'm reading the Mercedes Lackey's...ah...dang --;;; Sadly I can't remember the title of the book, even though I love the author and the book's really groovy -_-;; Ah well, though the other book I'm reading is called what happened to Lani Graver It's really interesting ^^ (I think I'm going to finish it today or tomarrow despite starting it yesterday -_-;; If only I can read like that for classes eh?) Hm...speaking of classes and reading, there's no classes on Monday and Tuesday because it's reading day, or work catch-up day, woooooooo!!!!!...like I actually will do work -_-;;...I am so far behind it's impossible XD

...talk about creepy....

Oo;; Found that on a random search for wings XD

hm, another Inu-Yasha quiz:

"Congratulations! You're most like Naraku! You have a very devious mind, and manipulating people is a second nature to you. Just remember - don't make too many enemies or they might eventually catch up to you! " Heh, what shock no Sesshoumaru for once ^^

And now, I got to dinner X__x;; Someday I do my lab reports before 3 a.m. X__x;;; I'm still groogy -_-;; I should seriously be use to sleeping at oodddddd hours.

Holy shit...I hope I never have to spell tripalmitoylglycerol again X___x;;; I always procrastinate on my labs..ah well -_-;;;

Okay, that previous post might not have made sense since on that keyboard the letters "t" and "y" didn't work. Hm currently really groggy since I slept through most of my previous class. I was groggy enough to say "excuse me" to a door -_-;;; And so I think I'm going to go to sleep soon @_@ Oh, I got my first hepititus B shot today, joy *shrugs* I get another in about a month I think. *yawn* Oh, there was another shooting as I read again. This time it was a 13-year-old boy who was shot. Though police aren't sure if it's related to the other shootings. Hm, and all this time I'm not even in Montgomery County anymore.

he leer " ": doesn' work on his compuer! *Dies* Be ou ha didn' make much sense XD And he leer " " also does no work -_-'';';';...his is a messed up compuer I';m on Oo';';'; hm...schools are on a code blue lockdown...more shooings...ah well *kills keboard*

And so I was listening to a song which I vaguely liked the lyrics of, so why not post them XD

Greedy Fly

do you feel the way you hate
do you hate the way you feel
always closest to the flame
ever closer to the blade
i am poison crazy lush
built these hands to lift me up
we are servants to our formulaic ways
i'm screaming daisies
from 14 miles away
i've got my own time
got it all today
make up your mind
i need some help
to find this mind
limbo this and limbo that
you were this and you were that
ever know that what you fear is what you
find
this indian summer
i signed my life away
there's a greedy fly in here
and i fly away

Oh...another song...

A Perfect Circle --Judith

You're such an inspiration for the ways
That I'll never ever choose to be
Oh so many ways for me to show you
How the savior has abandoned you
Fuck your God
Your Lord and your Christ
He did this
Took all you had and
Left you this way
Still you pray, you never stray
Never taste of the fruit
You never thought to question why

It's not like you killed someone
It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you
Broken down and paralyzed
He did it all for you
He did it all for you

Oh so many many ways for me to show you
How your dogma has abandoned you
Pray to your Christ, to your god
Never taste of the fruit
Never stray, never break
Never---choke on a lie
Even though he's the one who did this to you
You never thought to question why

Not like you killed someone
It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
Talk to Jesus Christ
As if he knows the reasons why
He did it all for you
Did it all for you
He did it all for you...

Hm, should be doing some homework I suppose, but then again, I never do so *shrugs*:




Which ParaKiss Character Are You? Brought to you by Kira
ah....okayyyyy Oo;;;;

"You're Tseng!
A natural leader, and hardworker, you always put business before pleasure. Athletic, smart, and polite one could be forgiven for thinking you're perfect - but you have trouble expressing your emotions, and often fail to notice them in others. Lighten up a bit, and do something you want to do for a change."

Turk quiz taken at Pro Fools

*dies*

Seriously, things would be so much better if people didn't think they cared about each other and realize it's mostly self-interest. I have a very negative view of people in general, so excuse me if this stuff makes no sense. People try to convince me that life isn't so bad and that dying is a bad idea. Though I'm sure it's because some of them think they care, they are really doing it so that they don't feel the pain later of losing someone they know. And of course there's always the good feeling of stopping someone from killing themselves eh? I've heard the arguement that if a suicidal person kills themselves, they will cause other pain, so? So the person should stay alive and perhaps stay miserable for the rest of his/her life? If a person's suicidal, let them die, it's they way they are. lol, great thoughts I have eh? I'll probably regret posting this since it's 2 a.m. now, I'm pissed at my roomates, and I'm in the mood to be dead (then again, when am I not? Ha).

Birds of Prey...seriously...how lame can shows get --;; Batman and Catwoman's daughter? Oo;;;;...hm...did I catch the name of Oracle....? If I did....isn't that suppose to be Batgirl when she got paralyzed according the comics? --;;;;;;;

On a random note, isn't it wonderful that the palindrome for "now live" is "evil won"? XD